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It’s about missed chances


I don’t believe in soul mates, love at first sight or that there’s a special someone out there waiting just for me. I do however believe in missed chances – a moment lost, the road not traveled.

We met at a party I wasn’t supposed to be at and he apparently wasn’t supposed to be there either. Although, handsome enough I wasn’t particularly attracted to him and he gave no indication of being interested.

We got talking and ending up talking the whole night through. He was smart, funny and a little unsure of himself – which made him endearing. He listened intently and stole glances when he thought I wasn’t looking.

We parted that night like old good friends. It seemed natural that we’d meet again; we had the same friends and moved around in the same circles.

I haven’t seen him since; I think about him sometimes and I imagine he does too. I know he’s asked about me a couple of times.

I feel the moment has passed.

Emotions


I got quite a chuckle from BBC’s 1Xtra’s Homegrown Podcast; it’s an homage to Comic Relief and quite funny.

 

I’ve been feeling a lot of emotions lately; emotions that could easily bubble over and force me to make some very drastic changes.

I need these changes, but I’m too complacent to want to change. I wish I weren’t feeling these things.

I dread losing myself, I feel I’ll become the person I don’t want to be but then I’ll be too far gone to know how to turn back.

More on that later…

 


And, do look up occasionally


I’ve had a week almost as weird as the weather; we’re a few weeks from spring yet it’s unexpectedly cold and snowing.

I suddenly fell ill last Thursday after a dentist appointment – I’d probably been fighting off something and all the prodding around must have compromised my immune system.

I felt so horrible I had to leave work; I gave myself a target day of Sunday to get well and spent the next couple of days in bed. I haven’t been this sick in such a long time I actually imagined I’d die or worse; never getting better.

I try to find the good in every situation… I managed to clear months worth of movies/shows off my PVR.

Also, I’m such a dork! I’m probably the only person who’s ever cried reading soft core erotica.

I read Dirty on Monday while contemplating life as a stay-at-home person.

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V. Day 2007


Happy Valentine’s Day everyone! Here’s wishing your day is filled with astounding love, harmony and goodwill (goodwill isn’t only for Christmas).

And while you’re at it, give that loved one fair trade chocolates and make a difference in the life of a cocoa farmer.

My song this day is Mike Brown’s Wash Away, from his album Let Go. I met Mike in Dallas on a Seattle bound flight; it felt like I’d know him a lifetime, he has a beautiful soul.

A resident of New Orleans, he wrote Wash Away in the wake of Katrina, however this song can be a metaphor for everything else in life, love, passion, good, evil, beginnings, endings etc.

I hope you like it as much as I do. Enjoy the day wherever you are.

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